BORED SO WATCHING T.V!!!!

Me watching t.v now.. watching ren wo ao you... the show is ok... but the problem is there is no cute guys inside... khai was suppose to come tomorrow but something came up for him... so tomorrow's plan was canceled... life for me is up and down... many things happen this few weeks for no reason... haven;t been talking to him for weeks already.. was actually talking to him but then something happen for no reason and was blame on me.. so i was furious and not talking to him.. dad is in poor health and many things has been happening at home... so many things have happen and i am trying to handle it since i've been growing up and was educated to learn how to manage thingws properly.. maybe for the mean time.. leave all the guys aside and continue to think what am i able to do to help my family bah... having problem with everything.... at first thought this year for me will be a relasxing year so i can actually concentrate on my studies and finally able to graduate.. but not sure why this year has been a rough year.. can sense it... sigh... yesterday was smsing jun rong till late night.. was finally realising that i have found someone who totally understand my feeling... the first guy... i was wondering last night why no one else like him understand my feeling... ah ya.. i also don't know why la.. anyway.. today i went to singapore and something wrong with the autopass.. and me and mum had to go to the office to find out what happen.. finally found out that the chip was ruin.. then we had to buy a card.. arghh we realise that we have no money with us because we left it at home.. then later on we asked a guy... a very young guy who is not cute but a kind guy... he gave us 10 dollar and then we can able to pay for the card..know tht first we want to exchange the guy from malaysian dollar to sing dollar... but didn't expect he say that neh you can have it.. don't have to exchange it.. but then.. sigh we feel guilty and we only had 10 ringgit.. so we push it to him.. and i feel so surprise to see that there is actually guy like that.. a nice guy.. if i happen to know this guy.. i am already very lucky......... but i know this kind of thing won't happen to me.. because i am not that lucky.. you guys know la... nothing new... i also know myself for it... anyway enough for today la... i wont carry on writing what is going to happen and how unlucky i am...

YourName | 1:05 AM

UMM... SAD AND BORED???

Must be bored of me saying something like i am sad or bored... me myself is also very tired about it... sigh.. but what can i do??? alone at home now.. mummy sleeping ova at people's place and me alone at home chatting with no one.. my life is always like that but what can i do about it? nothing.. you guys must also be bored seeing me happy and sad at the same time because of that idiotic guy henry bah... me too... that guy don't know what happen la... last week we were fine and we are still fwens.. but when that bet happens.. it tends to pull our friendship apart.. is either he is in the bad mood or either he is planning to ignore me.. but my sixth send tell me that he is trying to ignore me.. after asking when am i going back... going back with alvin during another 20 plus days... sigh.. still got long way to go lo.. khai coming down to jb next monday.. looking forward to it because.. he can bring some colours and fun into my life although its only for a day or two...betta than that guy bah... khai has really becoming to be like a real brother.. someone soo much carrying... its a very nice thing to have.. and i am happy that i have the fortune to meet someone like that.. guys here used to treat me like shit and i mean jb.. back in perth... guys are nice to me.. maybe becuase they know i am a person who doesn't grow up bah.. hahaha.. that i know myself... sigh.. today went to check my eyes out.. found that my eyes are detolerating.. i also know maybe study to much.. and today went to dental check up.. was force to go.. sigh.. at first my teeth is fine but then la... the doctor say must screw my teeth because the filling is silver and now fashion is filling that is teethy colour.. walao... my mum say ok and she screw my teeth.. damn pain leh... and guess what.. stupid me was thinking of something and accidentally forget to breathe during the session and then ended up choaking myself to death.. hahaha then later went to holiday plaza to pick up my clothes my mum bought.. few months ago when she came back herself... sigh... don't know what to say leh... last december me and my mum alone spend about 6000 plus.. ringgit la.. until now... no money in atm and my father are not planning to give us any allowance.. damn it.. weird hearing fiona went bankrupt right? i also know.. but still can believe la.. fiona is always without money and some more wallet so thick.. hahahahaha... tomorrow going to singapore to pick up my ticket... then later go pick jasmine up.. and then later at night pick uncle tay up bah.. vicky leaving jb on the 26th.. maybe then we all have a meet up or something bah... many things happen... but i also don't know how to put it into words... feel so sowy for hai chao afta what i have done to him.. and also i feel so sowy for my credit... hahah been using too much.. and lucky marilyn get to go everywhere...

ning.. i finish watching love contract already... and i found out something interesting... their story is almost the same as me and you... hahaha and sowy we didn't get to meet up much.. but promise you to meet up with khai and marilyn or else i am bored to death and don't want to think about that guy anymore...

marilyn... happy?? khai coming down to see you.. you must really treat me food this time.. mke don't know what excuse so that he can come down to see you.. luckily my parents don't know anything much and believe what i've told...

ee.. you la!!! make me cry again... hump!!! waste my credit calling you but didn't know the credit will finish up so fast.. hahaha i also know.. hehehe you darling not calling you but luckily i call you.. but still i am upset coz credit finish liao.. long time neva hear you laugh and also long time neva hear me scold people liao.. here only people bully me.. not i bully people.. but anyways... maybe i need your help.. first day wake me up and maybe pick me up to school.. hahaha see first.. will message you when i get back...

jus jus.. long time neva hear from you already... you and bbg ok or not?? hahaha sound like something happen.. actually nothing la.. just wondering how long have you guys been together.. could be pretty long bah.. anyway.. i am ok la.. if i cry only can blame on ee.. hahaha jkjk... anyway happy holz and can't wait to see you in school...

umm.. i think no more message liao.. i always talk crap one.. i also know.. hahaha anyway.. long time neva tok kok and also.. long time neva scold people... don't know why there i can bully people but here cannot hahaha i also know.. ok la.. get down with jasmine homework liao.. bye bye


YourName | 10:43 PM