AT INTERNET CAFE!!!

Now at internet cafe with a bunch of friends who i used to know but now.. totally like stranger.. hahaha... yesterday came up to Batu Pahat with some friends.. was suppose to watch kung fu hustle but then cannot because have to be over 18.. what the hell??? i also know.. hehehehe.. he look like 18 but then the person don't believe and have to see i.c so we gave up la... i also didn't bring i.c.. sinan just told me about what has happen to amal.. but then sigh.. what to do??? i also know... want to talk to amal.. but then scared that she will cry or something.. sara and her are in bad terms now... i also don't know what to do!!! everyone seems to change.. and i pity amal... yesterday met up with gordan and we were broed to death coz nothing better to do.. but today are much better because everyone are doing something they want to do.. although we plan to play bowling but it also didn't happen to many people play liao...

why everybody change? i only been to aussie for like one year.. and everything seems to change.. change to a totally different world.. am i an aussie person now or am i still the same? things are getting so confusing and i got nothing better to do.. help la.. i want everything to change into what it use to be... henry and zack are also in bad term.. tomorrow is amal's b'day and we are going to give her a surprise party... but then.. sigh.. don't know what will happen.. hope tomorrow i can sleep over at amal's place bah... nothing else to write.. maybe play more games la.. interesting hearing phyona playing game right??? i also know.. hahahaha ok la..

miss all the person and fun back in perth.. wish i could be back there.. but also in a nice weather... hahahah.... miss you guys loadsxxxxx.... muakxxxxx


YourName | 4:09 PM

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

What a boring christmas this year???? sigh yesterday i should have go opposite Cheryl house counting down for christmas.. but instead of that we were at home watching zhan shen... so boring man... yesterday mummy went out to party with aunty serene.. and left the kids at home... so yeah.. cheryl went to countdown party at larkin... but instead of that i stay home... hahaa... now watching miss world 2004 at home..t he gown are nice and the body are nice too.. later going to aunty amy house for christmas party.. man don't know how it will turn out to be like.. if i dress pretty tonight then maybe going to take picture of me with a new hairstlye.. hahaha i finally curl my hair... hahahaha... my mum finaly let me curl but it was damn expensive.. hahahahah it turn out to be very good.. ok la.. don't write alreeady... will write more if i get to have something interesting happening tonight or something.. merry christmas friends...

YourName | 5:48 PM

BORING BORING BORING....

Can't even think of anything now... Man why on earth is this place so boring.. at first I thought its fun because i survive 15 years here at JB.. my hometown.. this time i come back.. man.. its bored to hell... interesting right? when i was back there in perth.. how i wish i can come back... but now when i am back.. i am bored to death.. all my fwens here are like shit.. did i just say that..??? well i did.. during the april holiday we were still close and shit.. now we are like totally stranger.. although when i am in perth I still able to try communicate. but this time i come back i can't even communicate with anyone of them... life here are so boring.. cannot go out.. have to stay home... sigh.. want to do my hair also cannot... stupid selfish mother la.. she go do her hair then can.. i can't even do my hair.. barely even touch.. i know i know.. my hair very long and my dad is complaining about it.. what can i do?? mummy won't bring me... today spend my day at home.. doing something but means nothing to me... went online at 1 plus after i cook.. yeah i know long time never cook.. things are so much different now.. last time taste beter.. now.. like shit... came online.. chatted with who ah.. i also don't know.. hai chao... marilyn.. melissa... henry and it think thats about it... tok kok with henry because we two have nothing betta to do.. saw my report today.. arrghhh i basically failed.. hahahah... especially accounting.. oops.. after yesterday i think now i can only treat henry like my brother.. hahaha... he ok la.. irritate me alot.. and thats about it.. oh yeah.. and he want to invent something interesting.. hahaha.. you go guess what is it la.. chiili hijau and nasi lemak flavour.. hahaha figure it out yet? hahaha... is going to be damn disgusting... if that is what my bf use.. i rather not use it.. oops... hahahah... well he is being don't know what.. saw zack molesting his gf.. on webcam.. he looks cute but yeah... and also umm... henry was on webcam all the time.. trying to figure out how he look like.. hahahah... why am i keep talking about him???? i found that this time i came back.. i am much more like close to him then any of my other friends.. he didn't change much but i know others change... anyway can't wait to go back la.. there got more freedom of doing whateva i want.. can go northbridge can go city can travel everywhere.. here.. stuck at home.. couldn't be bothered to think how my christmas is going to be.. and i know its going to be the worst christmas eva... arghhh.. i can't believe that i am actually going to servive in this country... ewww sigh.. i betta go now la.. my life is always like that.. bored bored bored.. arghh.. can they invent something fun???

YourName | 9:47 PM

HAPPY but GUILTY!!!

Weird right??? I also know two feelings at one time.. hehehe.. today went to holiday plaza with aunty serene family and of course my family... the first thing we shop today is at parkson.. hahaha.. we went to BRA shop... hahahaha shop there for a while then i also don't know what.. some one smile and couldn't remember who was it.. coz it was new hairstyle and he was carrying a baby... then i realise it was HENRY... arrrgh... my reaction was like huh!!! and i immidately squad down.. oops.. my mum was like why you squarting down.. i was like tired.. then my sista was like what happen... i was like whispering HENRY HENRY HENRY... then later i run into the changing room with cheryl... hahaha hiding from him.. oops.. feel guilty to see him or maybe because i was blushing... who cares.. anyway later he sms saying i hide from him.. coz he saw me.. and i just act innocent and not knowing its him... but then he look cuter.. maybe because new hair style.. hahahaha... ok la don't talk about him liao.. xin ruan le... hahahaha... after that from holiday plaza.. we saw jun rong.. shi ling's bf.. wah he was so sweet to come down all the way from kulai to give her the pix... never mind loh.. later on we left holiday plaza at 6 then reach home at six plus... went upstairs to my room.. hang around there for few minutes.. then slept.. all of us were tired but yeah we manage it.. then later went to eat dinner after picking up uncle steven..go to a few different places but couldn't decide where to eat...hahah in the end went to eat mi hun kuih.. hahaha.. then later walk walk walk then went to snow v to eat ice cream.. yummm yummm... ate yam and chocolate ice cream.. it was called sweet dreams.. hahahaha... then later came home.. then online liao... hahahaha... chatted with alvin.. ki chan.. khai and jus jus.. no one online.. boring man... nothing betta to do.. and did i tell you i deleted him of my friendster??? i don't know if i am doing the right thing or not.. but yeah.. anyway.. i also don't know how to face him anymore... sigh..

YourName | 10:33 PM

I'M TIRED!!!

ME tired today!!!!! Went to Singapore early morning today... Mummy went to gastereonterology today.. hahaha the word very long hor.... I also know.... but then yeah.. mummy have to go for a small operation today to check out her stomach.. then she have to sleep for don't know how long.. then never mind lo.. i bring jasmine to Taka and then late... meet up with Marilyn.. oh yeah before that ate MOS burger.. its disgusting.. don't know why but yeah... then later we went to Kino.. went to look but then didn't buy anything after that... hehehehe and then sat down to look at the year book.. hehehe everyone of us is sooooo funny.. don't know why.. then later on.. mummy was done with the stomach check up then later she came and pick us up at Taka.. then later we went to Nanyang Girls Boarding School... then ning took mrt to newton circles... after that suppose to meet up in bukit timah one.. but then never... soooo went to newton to pick her up... ok loh... then went and pick her up... then later we went to junction 8.. so funny nobody know the way so simply drive here and there.. but in the end we did it... hahahaa... then later mummy and jasmine go seperate ways... then shop shop shop then later they all buy lotz of stuff.. we took neo prints as well.. hehehehe it turn out very good.. hahahaha then later meet mummy and jasmine at kfc then later shop again... then ning's parent went to pick her up and me send marilyn home.. then jam for 22 minutes.. then arrive at home.. showered and now online.. watching and chatting... sigh.. ning finish playing game with ki chan.. and me finish playing game with HENRY... and I mean it this time... i can't believe that i actually kena cheated by him for so long... and since already we cannot be lovers why can't we be friends.. he didn't even want to trip me like a friend at all.. fine la... be that way.. who xi han... hump... plenty of guys friend out there.. not only him... anyway.. like one of the song say... "ai yi ge ren bi mei you pei ai guo de ren hai nan" ok la.. don't want to talk about it.. or else i will either burst into tears or angry... hump...


YourName | 11:00 PM

I'M HAPPY!!!! WIL NEVER REGRET...

I finally got time alone with Henry.... Surprise right? Me too... anyway... he called me to go city square because i complained i want to go back to Perth because is dead bored here... so i did n he company me for an hour.. although we talk and shit... i think thats the only thing we did.. and he wanted me to shop.. as for a fact.. me PHYONA don't like to shop... so we talk and talk and quarrel.. didn't actually quarrel but then we can never get along.. then saw Seda and Serra.. told Henry that Serra was here.. and he was like where where where... i regret telling him la... oh yeah.. saw Zach yesterday.. all of them were like he is better than henry and all those shit la.. and I agree.. way better... he was soo much taller and cuter... oops... hehehe complain about henry being short yesterday... anyway.. yesterday i finally realise that he ask me out because he pity me.. and i also realise that he truely like Serra although he got gf now. And then that also tells me that... I won't want to wait or think of him anymore. but i still kinda like him. anyway he is trying to make me not like him and think that he is bad.. hope he does it bah.... nyway called marilyn last night and i met up with irna...hana and Christell.. after yesterday.. realise that christell isn't that bad.. after all she is kinda friendly... maybe this week make a trip to singapore to visit her and ning bah.. i realise that now i can mix with the friend in perth more often than the one in malaysia.. because yesterday we go out.. irna was being friendly but all three of them are crazy about guys... they were kinda cute.. but then i don't think i can mix with them very well because i kinda gave up on guys and i told my sis... i will only admire guys but then won't fall for guys.. if guys fall for me.. i can only object it... anyway can't wait to go back... can sing K.. and run everywhere.. most of all can ride on bus.. and can go anywhere i like.. here... NEH...!!!!

p.s.. peeps in aussie.. miss you guys loadz.. wish i was back there but not in that kind of weather.. or maybe visit ning and all in singapore...

ee.... eh you see that above.. i make my promise already.. so you better help me keep my promise... well maybe all of you la.. or else.. sigh... i will make a SIN....

YourName | 6:50 PM

ME SICK LEH!!!!!

So unlucky.. eat to durian and i mean not two whole durian... and then sick already... so weak hor? i also know... last week Gordan came down as you guys read from my previous blog.. then last weekend we went to desaru.. total of 21 people.. many right.. to many to say la... and then we play and enjoy ourself.. it was pretty much fun... then on sunday night.. Gordan imitate to be my bf... and then called henry.. henry is sooooo blah.. don't know why he have to act so brave when he is not... he was like nervous when gordan told him to watch out.. then later when i call him he was like angry.. what the fuck... then never mind loh...Gordan went back to K.L already yesterday... bet he will miss me loads... and then next week bah.. go see them again in Batu Pahat at Aunty Linda's place.. and therefore will get to see Jian Jian... wonder how he look like now.. but who cares.. anyway..bored to death here.. and therefore nothing better to do.. hhaha ok la.. write so little now.. my sis want to use pc... ok la.. you guys in aussie have fun.. don't miss me tooooo much.. although miss you guys a bit.. and the fun back there.. and some more no one for me to bully and talk... so yeah.anyway... miss you guys loadz... by by

YourName | 10:10 PM

I'M BORED!!!!

Before the blog i said that i am happy comign back.. but now i am bore because i got no more shopping and eating to do.... help me ah??? he asked me up and then i cannot because i need to company my "childhood" friend.. or should i say my sista crush... oops.... hahhaa they all look so couple like but then they don't want to admit.... help me ah... bitchy sista got so many idiots... but me leh... want one also don't have.. but i only want him... dat stupid carlson.. gave up liao la... don't even know him... arghhhh... hiyo... someone is being so hopeles.. i think that his laughing button is on the wrong mode... oops... not suppose to tell but i just did... he may look cute because of his dimple but then a bit siao liao... he keep pressing on the wrong laughing button.. and some more keep smacking me.. oh yeah did i tell you i am like shit now??? my skin are actually very smooth one... but after that day fall down.. now my leg is like shit.. and also him la.. scratch my leg until now got scar... and he is the only one who dare to hit me back... hahaha not like alvin.. wait for me to hit him one.. but when henry appears.. wah... i become so femine... hiyo should have him beside me everyday... right? no la..might as well be mine... ok la.. want to fight back liao... oh yeah did i tell you that his name is GORDON NG.. and did i tell you that he got a gf by the name of RO tian shi.. hahahah ok la.. go liao.. bye bye

YourName | 5:16 PM

I'M BACK....

Heheheh... finally i am back soo happy... the plane was delayed by ten minutes but in the end get to see NING and her sista at the airport waiting for me to arrive.... Bernett and his wife also... Then later went to gugu house to send bernett home...Ning came over and then we went to Amal's shop for dinner... hehee make that supper it was liek what 12 midnight.. then came home.. watch vcd then sleep.. :P talk to henry for like an hour and more... hehehehe... very long lah... hehehe enjoy talking to him.. and he purposely make me dissappointed... but then i told him that i already gave up on him... but i don't think so... do you? next day and that means yesterday.. early morning went to Uncle Lai's shop to eat.. wah miss it so much.. and i get to drink JUS tea... then later went to pick up Amal... Sarah came along.... and then went to CS.. then bought cloths for ning... and then later Amal met up with Sinan... Seda.. Serra... Markus.. and a guy can't be bothered to know who.. then me and ning went to Holiday Plaza... met with Henry.. he came there for like 10 minutes because he got things to do.. then today went to Pelangi... suppose to ask him to come but then he was busy dating with GURLS from Johor Jaya.. then neva mind loh... after tat went for bubble tea then back to holiday plaza... first thing i get of the taxi I ah Puh zut... so unlucky right.. and some more the style of me ah pu zut is the same as last time in school.. some more the same leg leh ... anyway.. have fun and spend a lot of money already.. don't know what to do tomorrow la.. so boring.. and some more.. dad in a bad mood so don't have much money to use.. meet up with henry to much then gf angry.. better not la.. must keep a distance or else.. fall for him again... oops.. hehehe anyway.. don't know what else to write la.. damn borin...

YourName | 11:14 PM