LAST DAY OF PAPER...!!!

hehehe.. today is my last piece of paper and its... hehehe maths :S... hahaha... anyway it went really well just that not enought time to finish doing the paper thats all... beside the exam went real well.. other things are going real bad... don't know why but it happens... Aishah is going back tomorrow so lucky and me still got another 80 plus hours to go.. hehehehe... i believe that is hard to trust a person easily.. some can be friendly with you but others can backstab you.... even though they treat you nice throughout the year... but that person can change into someone mean and evil... lets not say evil... hehehe... Ning and KiChan are going real well... Marilyn and Khai as well.... Mummy know about their problem so now trying to stop them from being together... but hope they can last for the whole summer holiday bah.. as for me.. i am not sure what will i be doing... should i or should i not? same question as before.. ning ning is coming ova for holiday and of course shopping for this weekend.. yeah.. and next week maybe go singapore look for alvin and marilyn bah.. or else.. really going to be bored to death.. hahaha.... as you can see in my tag board... jus jus say that someone say that she is throwing me away.. but is she? i am so confuse now... she changed a bit.. but someone change even more.. don't care who s/he is so i just let it be... still able to keep my life going on and on...

NOTE TO JUS JUS: i don't know why.. but maybe because you would like to spend time with bbg... but i realise that i don't suit in between you two... although some people might think that i am being a lightbulb so... i choose not to go in between you two.. good luck... and alll the best wishes to you...

NOTE TO MAR MAR: eh.. don't be pissed of with your mother la.... she is just doing it for your own good.. and also since something bad has be going on in school... but stay cute ok??? khai and I will be there for you after all.. hehehehe khai now is my gege... hahaha

NOTE TO NING NING: You ah???? sigh.... why at first you want to say things bad about KI CHAN??? he so ke ai... and now see la.. make him sad... when you infront of him... apologise and then there got a chance to be with him already mah... why want to say he is fugly..??? make him so upset... hahahah.. ok la.. hope to hear good news and no more back alleys.. hahahaha... i know cute guys ova there but you already got ki chan... hehehehe... see you in jb....

I think thats about it... nothing else to write.. if anyone want to say something bad about me.. i got no choice.. so if you want... say loh.. your mouth is yours not mine.. can't stop you anyway.... hahaha.. going back sooon... hehehehehehehehehehhe

YourName | 5:03 PM

Wat has happen between us?

Today is my last paper that i have to worried about.... Today have economic... sigh.. the paper seems to be easy but then i don't now the answer..especially the multiple choice.. when i don't know the answer... sigh... last few day went real well.. the accounting...esl.. and human bio... hahaha... well still got another paper to go then i get to go back... still got another one more week... On tuesday this week... Ning introduce me to her beloved crush.. Ki Chan.. Hahaha.. I know he exist but don't know him real well... hehehe.. then ning have fun having tuitor who teach with the caring voice and love. We went to Murdoch Uni to study.. study for a while only then later go ASIAN food.. hehehe ate there... but then Ki Chan don't like it... Poor him.. he had to eat at a place he don't like.. should have told us earlier then we go somewhere else... but then neva mind at least ning is happy.... then wednesday human bio.. after that go to murdoch uni library again to study accounting.... something happen with jus jus and didi.. but then ok already... was suppose to teach jus jus but then sigh... she didn't want to be serious.. ended up didn't study at all.. instead we start talking... hehehe... meet up with felix... feli.. and steph... ning was there... hehehe... ok back to yesterday *wink* hahaha... yesterday ning ask me to go city library to study with her.. so ok loh.. asked my mother and she say ok... then both of us went to city.. say alvin..raymond..william..eric...jun..phil at the bus stop... and then wat did we do ah?? went on the bus and then went to city... took the bus and then walk to taka... ate there.. was pretty cheap and also ki chan call... someone was very happy and then ki chan was running in the rain to see ning... hehehe he was sick... and then tok tok tok... he was running away from jac... but then don't know why.. jac and nigel came to taka as well.. ning was being mean and then went up to jac and say hello... poor ki chan have to run away in the rain.. sigh.. and then we walk to the library... hehehehe.. and then ning stop by to play internet... and me study alone *lonely* hehehe... and then ki chan came... both of them were toking very sweet.. hope is something sweet bah.. and then at 8 the library is closing.. then all of us have to go.. ning and ki chan was fighting as usual.. those two no fight like cannot live like this wor... and then walk to utopia... and then ki chan ran away.. sigh.. ning was sad but then we turn out to chase ki chan.. hahahaha... tok and beg him at the back alley for very long.. and then something miracle happen... some guy came up to ning and ask for her number *wink* hhahahaha and it turn out that ki chan was jealous.. hahahaha.... Ki chan was very angry.. but don't know why... ning was happy *wnk wink* hehehe then at 8.30 recieve an sms from my mum saying to go back myself.. so i did loh... ki chan company us to ummm... where ah... hehehe... willetton bus stop then have to say good bye... so we went our seperate way *grumpy* umm and then what happen.. went to the bus stop... just in time for out bus... and then went on.. ning ning don't dare to let me go home my self.. don't know why but yeah.. and then she send me home... nice hor... sigh... and then back to today... hehehe sat for economic test... head was blank but can't help it.. and then wat happen waited for marilyn until like lunch bah.. she came and she sat alone copying down the notes.. and me.. listening to jus jus mp3... all three of them were damn serioud but then hor... i was *lonely* no one was talking to me.. until right in the end... sigh.... marilyn and i toke... and then ning came out of the exam room..she had her jap.. but think going to fail.. sigh.. oh yeah ...jin ho and ki chan got rob this morning.. because all of them were sleeping.. and ki chan lost about few hundred and a loius vitton purse... i think thats about it bah... bet ning is having fun with the guy yesterday.. hahaha ok la.. so bored now at home... hehehe... see ya

YourName | 6:48 PM

Should I or Should I NOT???

I am now living in a world of confuseness... Things are not going right this few days... some people thinks that it may be a pressure... some thinks that its me being bias... and some even worst.. jealous about them... exam coming up soon.. all of us will be in a stressing mood trying to get the best out of them... but somehow some people still able to play and enjoy themself in other part of the world. After exam will go back straight away.. Ning ning might come in to j.b to buy or change herself.. if this happen you guys must be looking forward to it... hehehe.... and also this happens to link me to another problem.... i don't know what i want to do for the 60 days back in j.b because me and my friends are slowly getting apart and i don't know what has happen lately in j.b... i am totally out of conversation.... scared that later when we go out.. they will be talking about something and then i will be left out thinking and being lonely... 6o days for me is quite long.. and beside they will be having school. mum ask me to stay longer but then i rejected it because i don't want to stay there... even here nowadays... i felt left out for not knowing what has happen... don't mind not knowing but at least keep me busy.... wish to be like ning ning.. so outgoing... basically know everyone from school... sigh.... this time i go back on't know should i go look for him or not... look for him makes me feel like him thinking that i still like him.. which i still do... but still if look for him i also don't know what to say..... you guys please give me advise.. i don't want to regret and also i don't want to be lonely.... i am scared of loneliness... i don't like living in the world of darkness... ning ning might feel the same as me... everyone in school now are pairs.. stephanie now belong to the indo group... basically not talking to her because she is busy... jus jus got bbg to worry and also stress because of work and family problem... marilyn busy disturbing khai.. and the worst is... ee... my "so called" sista.. changed to another person... don't know why.. she is not the outgoing cheery type of sista anymore.. tends to keep mushing around with a jerk... and somehow that jerk is also coming in between us two... when we want to talk.. he will be there.. not giving us time alone... when we do that... he give me an angry face... what the hell.. he think he is what is it? just a dwaf mah... who have to much confident in himself.... don't like this type of person.... to me everyone is equal... everyone has the right to be with a friend... but to him... he is the selfish type.... anyway don't want to talk about it.. he is the horny type of guy who want to have *** with someone... shit him la.. don't want to talk about it anymore.. or else someone will get pissed of... just want to let you guys know.. i don't mind you guys being friend with him... I JUST HATE HIM>>>>>>> thats me...

YourName | 10:15 PM

HYPER FRIDAY....

Today is friday as you can see above... Alot of things happen in school today.. Justina was not happy at all... Didn't really get to see her today because maybe with her bf bah.... Today did my presentation with Aishah... ended up don't know what we are talking about... Then after than... is after school... hehehe... Then was looking for ning because she want to take a ride home.. and then we found out that she was waiting for me.. then later came home.. and then shower.. but before that... mummy was asking to me to call the wateva health center shit... then already.. quickly shower.. change into my clothes.. wait outside for ning for like umm.... 5 minutes.. then all three walk to winthrop...sommervile bus stop.. hahaha.. did i mention ee was with us...neh thought so... then wait for the bus then saw howard coming down... then later... went on the bus.. saw takashi.. and ning ning talk with him for a while.. took the bus down to city... then later.. takashi walk with us to city.. went to optus and ended up cannot pay the bill.. then walk in city and saw the shoes and everythign i want.. but no money.. then three of us go look at ball dress thinking of what we want to wear next year.... then look at it.. envy it then saw the price... all we did is turn our head and walk off... hahaha.. then went to utopia.. bought drinks.. and then ki chan came.. look for ning ning.. so sweet hor.. and then he was like in suits.. so suai.. and different la.. hahaha.. and then he went home.. then we went to sumurai.. they eat and me.. looking at them eat... after eating.. walking out of the restaurant.. saw grouf and golf.. wah and he say hi.. interesting... someone must be jealous bah. hahahah... and then went to hitz box to sing.. till eight.. then we were very high.. and then walk to blue cat and then saw we have to wait for 23 minutes.. so we decided to walk to city bus stop.. don't know why.. but when we cross the road today.. we seems to be running ... well all three were running.. reach the bus stop.. saw ling.. talk to her for a while... then later the bus came and saw alan si.. hahaha and then three of us was like so noisy on the bus as usual lah.. oh yeah on the way to bus stop wo men you yu dao yi wei shuai ge. and guess who is it.. is ki chan's friend.. and its the korean guy in school who is twin.. hahaha but he look so smart because wearing suits and glasses bah.. then reach home.. came in.. and then talk to alvin.. and then send ee home.. then later... ning ning.. then came home..watch one vcd and then now online updating my blog... anyway i will only update my blog if that day something interesting happen or else... my blog will be damn boring because what happen to my life is always the same... hehehe... oh yeah exam starting on wednesday... and some more is human bio... hahaha worst subject eva... and then e.s.l and accounting... then econ... the maths.. then go home.. ning ning say because of the korean's she wat to gai bian xing xiang.. hahah so i am going to help her loh.. hahaha... will be looking forward to change her into a so called to be famine ning ning bah.. hahahaha... see ya... man will be studying so hard..

YourName | 11:04 PM

Nervous BREAKDOWN...!!!!

Today is a very unlucky day.... Early morning have accounting today for the first period.. but before that heard about ANGEL and REX together... interestingly already graduate but how do they get together... hehehe... anyway later then rachel ignore us totally.. don't know why but i pity her.. after breaking up with Ronald... sigh.. then later sat for human bio test.. sigh.. zhuo bi bu chen gong... ke nen shi tai jing zhang le.. hehehe... then later the whole day alone in school.. Aishah not in school today.. because of raya.. shit her la.. then finish my iit report.. hehehe.. then ok liao freedom ma... then later sat for maths test... then went to city to do my mum's medical report thingy.. before reaching city.. got into car accident.. damn scary.. hehehe... and then i got nervous breakdown... then later drive to northbrigde.. park the car there... and then walk to don't know where.. oh yeah... hehehe william street... then later after that.. go to police station to make report statement.. sigh.. then later cam home.. ate dinna... then online.. then shower.. now online again.. never going to drive man.. so scary.. nervous breakdown.. can you believe it? sigh.. sigh.. first time got into such a serious accident... and then first time went to police station.... sigh.. wondering why ah.. our car land rover discovery...four wheel drive.. got dented... and the light broke... and now the car engine cap cannot open.. coz the mental is blocking it.. then maybe have to go fix it and claim from insurance company.. wah today so sui... hehehee.. ok la.. go liao.. aching all over... sigh... see ya... hope betta luck arrived soon...

YourName | 7:29 PM

I DON'T WANT TO LIVE IN THE WORLD OF PEOPLE AND FANTASY!!!

Today is the worst day of my life... to come to think about it... i don't want to study here anymore... not even when i have friends around... I don't like being lonely... especially this few days when all my friends had someone to company... i feel so left out... don't want this to happen in my life... I like to lived in the world where i enjoy myself.. where i am happy not where i am sad.... things are not really going well. I am not happy with my life. I want to go back. I don't like being single alone.. I know i've promise my parents.. but still i don't want. If i go back.. I am still living in a world like this. How can I change it? In my old school... amal got sinan.. and worst of all.. those humans don't get along with me..because they think i am hopeless and stupid... but here.. i am equal.. but still now... everyone found their true love.. no more like last time where everyone sit in the circle and share laughters... i don't like it... i love everyone being equal.. not in the world of theirs.. this is not fair.... don't want to talk about it more.. will cry... regret studying here.. everyone is like soooooooooooooooo selfish.. only wants to stay in their world... never mind.. let them be... i...i....i... i don't know la.. anyway... i want to go back...


YourName | 7:10 PM

Today is our school Fun Athelatic day.. No idea how to spell but yeah... it was damn hot and cold.. weird right... can cold and hot at the same time... well.. yeah... australia's weather.. weird what.. hahaha... when the winds start to blow.. the weather is damn cold... and are able to feel that you are flying but when the wind start blowing the sun rises.. and that will be damn hot.... i put sun screen on my face and hand.. but when i look in the mirror.. saw myself to be much tanner... so not fair... anyway.. today is hell boring.. wanted to chao but don't dare... first lesson.. chao for don't know how long with jus jus.. then go to class with an acceptable late note.... at 9.. both of us hide in the toilet.... then later at 9.25 went to tag.... then meet each other at the quadrangle...then meet up with jus jus.. den both of us walk slowly up to the murdoch uni oval there.. wah damn far... but in the end we make it.... hahaha... den got bullied by Howard because no one seems to talk to him... first even today.. is running... and i ran... then second.. got cheated to run.. but then still walk and jog and run at the same time... then second even is throwing.. hahaha.. earn four points for our house.. wah then the next even is european hand ball.. damn it.. didn't even get to eat or rest... so hungry you know... then i think the next event was soccer.. play for a while.. umm make that stand la... hahaha.. then volleyball.. yea.. i played volleyball.. but it hurts... hand and finger hurts.. the ball to hard liao.. but was so angry because that china gurl like don't know how to play.. then keep wanting to take the ball when she couldn't reach it.. so ended up we lost... so angry and i missed playing volleyball and netball.. badminton not so really.. hahahaha... anyway...... it was boring.. our lunch was right up to the end.. so most of us cannot stand liao........... then all rush to eat... bought noodles.. coz marilyn didn't bring bak chang.. and cannot wait anymore...... then what did we do ah...? oh yeah what the grand final of the race.. then after that the teachers.. well it was hell funny.. because like ms. colgan right... when she fit herself in the sack.. the sack was like almost covering her.. hahahaha... and then mandela came first.. then lincoln.. then gandhi..... thats all.. then walk back to school.. half way through.... run to toilet.. then continue walking back to school.. then i dismissed myself from js jus ee and alex... then go to city... hahaha.. was supposed to go to the imigration one.. but then today close at 1.. so ended up wasting our time.. then went to utopia buy drinks... then went to buy sausage.. hahaha then saw two guys ended up in a police car.. maybe because they got caught stealing.. then.... they were searching here and there......... and then yeah.... then went to some shop which sells things for like less than 10... then we to our car.. drove back.. home.. then showered... wah then feel so relaxing.... then.... now online loh.. life is so boring.. after toking to jus jus today.. realise that he isn't worth it for me to like anymore... after all he so proud of himself........ so yeah......anyway......... wish to go back soooooooooooonnnnnnnnn

YourName | 4:59 PM