He is sick... Feel so sad.. Sounded like Serra didn't care about him... but then heard that they are doing good... So who knows... Anyway hope that he is getting better... Well... Hehe... One of my stupid friend like someone hopeless selfish guy.. She is waiting for him... I told her not to waste time but then she won't listen. I don't know why but I don't think thats what a guy should treat a gurl like this... They have no right... For example Taiwanese Jay... He is one of the good example... He understand what a gurl wants and how they feel... All guy should be like that but I believe this type of guy doesn't exist anymore... Well... Our maths teacher left us already.. And a new teacher is here... She sucks.. I wonder what she actually teach in class.. She doesn't even teach for got sake.. Don't think she even know how to speak english... And now I have to look for a tuition teacher so I can really get good grades.. Anyway have to sleep liao... Write more...
YourName | 9:36 PM
Yea I am back... Why am I so happy????? I should be unhappy... Well yesterday was bad... It's sad because I really want my sista to come over and study with me... Better then her alone over there.... But now I prefer here than back there... Too hot and there is nothing nice to eat... To used to the food and song here already... But I still miss someone.... My family and a special person... He was sweet and nice to me... I still can't get him of my head... Just that Vicky say they are getting along very well.. So i think this relationship is going to last.... Not so pity lah... Just wish them good luck... Anyway can't wait to share what i've done with ee and everyone.... So anyway have to talk to jasmine now... Write more tomorrow... Oh my god... Keep in touch with him is a good idea right????
YourName | 9:37 PM
Life is really bad.... My life for me is bad... I thought that I am going to go bad with a wonderful memory... But ended up things didn't turn out the way I want... Do you believe that two person can be together when you have no idea what sort of person each is? Well for me I don't believe... Can the relationship really last that long? Nothing can really last that long if you really like each other... Well one couple I know turn out to be like this... Pretty sad because that guy is not a virgin and the gurl is only 13 years old... Or maybe a year older. Who knows.. Pretty sad about it... Ee might think I am a bit crazy... Why?! Because at first I say I want to go back and then I say I don't feel like going back... Few hours later... I have no choice... My heart tells me to go back. Well I hope things turn out well today... I'll be going over to my ex- school to look for my friend. And then later few of them will join me in City Square... At first I want to watch a movie but then... Irna say she didn't have money... So yeah only shopping... Well going back soon... Haven't finish my homework yet but hopefully I am able to when I reach Perth... Anyway... I hope when I leave JB... I will leave my bad memory here and not with me along to PERTH...
YourName | 11:57 AM
I am back in my hometown... But it didn't turn out to be what I wanted... I want to spend more time in JB with my friends... But no one is willing to... And happens that I spend more time in Singapore watching TV. What the hell? I mean like whats the point of watching tv when you get to when you are back in Perth... I didn't get to meet up with Henry and people... Ended up I have bad news... He actually have 3 gf at one go... And I stupid... DOn't even know how to count... Been cheated yesterday... 20 bucks just like that. Well now I really feel like going back... To where now I currently belong... I realise that things here just make me upset... Really upset... Amal not being herself and everyone... All I have to say now is sorry to Sinan... I promise to let Amal and him meet up during to holidays... But then.... Amal went to K.L and all gone bubooo.... I want to go back.... I really want... I really don't belong to this place... would you believe that I actually have this feeling of visiting instead of coming back.... I don't feel welcome... Papa also... He didn't even spend time with me... He spend more time in his farm then here... I just don't like it... Anyway... I regret of coming back... I really do...
YourName | 10:23 PM
Last day of term 1... And tomorrow is the fist day of holiday... Guess where I am going to spend my holiday? Yeah... Me back in Singapore and JB... The teachers... If friendly and we have an hour and a half assembly today... Evelyn the "smart" gurl was invited to the honor roll tea with the Principles. And there where a ack to 80's sneak preview and alot of other performance... Well I like the last part the best... Because its a summary of what we did in school... And yeah I like it... It's funny... haha... Well can't wait to be back.. But a bit nervous also because I am not sure if I get to meet Amal and all... Well recieve 3 easter's present... From Stephanie... Ee and Mrs. Colgan... Happy... But somehow it's chocolate... And you know how I hate chocolate... At first I wanted to buy... But as you know.. Me and My mum went bankrupt... Why I keep buying food and everything for my friendz and all... So what to do? Anyway... Life is fun... And I'll keep posting till I come back.. And let you guys know what am I doing... hehehe...
YourName | 6:49 PM
Hiyo... Stress... Stress... Stress... I have two important assessment today... And guess what its on the same time... I just got back from the teacher / parents interview... I found out my result for my economic and guess what i didn't do well... Very upset right now... Well the only result that is bad for this term is HUMAN BIOLOGY... I basically failed everything.... Why? because i have no idea what is science... Well Mr. Duvall encourage me so... Yeah I have a bit of confidence already... BUt still worried... Bowani Lee is not bad... Just that she insulted me... She call me old... :'( What can I do? Well happy with my result for english and of course accounting... But have no idea why i get such a good result in accounting... Like I mean... Mr. Vecchio don't like me very much but he still give me outstanding for everything... So pretty surprise... Now all I have to do is to improve my economics and human bio... Angel found out that Ee like him already... Heard that someone told him... But no idea who... However... It's a surprise because it sounded like he is two timing... Thats' what I think... But no worries lah... Takashi is still available, EE!!! Anyway... Pretty upset and angry with my economics... This is how the things work...
YourName | 7:07 PM
Another day just pass... I stayed after school today to keep them company... Because they ask me to so I listen loh... Alot of guys were there... except for Marilyn and Justina... So upset hoh!!! But can tell from erin's and Ee's face... There is difference between all four... Erin look so happy and Ee look nervous... Because we did something like what I say yesterday... Feel so sorry for her... What to do? Henry didn't reply my mail... Bit upset but who cares... At least I get replies from his cousin... Well... I haven't heard from Amal this few days... I think she is busy with packing... Why? Because she is moving houses... Oh did I tell you about the cooking for CHINESE... Well we success... Because we finish it... Until Marilyn change her mind and want to save it for 297... But in the end he didn't even appreciate it... So ended up in the bin... Hump... Well today... For badminton... Mr Quak was funny... He walked like Bryan... And he look so alike... Haha... And he is the guy full of funny jokes... Like "AYAM KAMBING DAUN" Get it??? Haha!!! Anyway when you are unhappy... He is the guy who can cheer you up... He is short, funny and head full of white hair... He is Singaporean... Worked here for 18 years I guess... Haha! But he is the person who understands teenagers very well... Anyway... Write to much crap today already... Have to stop... Let see what other interesting happen tomorrow...
YourName | 8:30 PM
Something happen going on today... We made someone pissed. And now I feel sorry... Justina all them were here today at my place... They ate chocolate and watched 'not another teen movie'. Marilyn enjoy the movie alot loh... She laugh alot... But the movie is worth it... It was a sweet ending... I love it... The eyes of the guy is nice and charming... And those gurls in the movie have nice bodies.. Admire but this only happen to pretty lady. Hehe. We sort of spend more time on waiting and more time walking to action... But all of us enjoy it loh... Anyway today's life is fun... Its funny and I have Justina all them here with me...
YourName | 8:56 PM
Haha... Guess what another 5 more days to go.. And then I'll be back home!!! And then after that I get to meet my long lost friend... Han Ting and Kah Huei. I feel nervous leh... Haven't meet them for don't know how many years... But happy to know they still remember quite a bit of me... Haha... I've plan many things to do... Eat and meet up with people... I miss the food and everyone... Especially Ms Audrey... I need to get my book back... And Amal... Ohhhh.... Can't wait till that day... I know I sounded weird today... Just happy because still got five more days to go... I feel like leaving this place now... I really feel like it... Beside me have no much friend here... Well today I went to garden city... And guess what my mum bought the no bra thingy... its disguisting... its rubbery... anyway... i've finish getting everything ready for monday... so just wait till everyone taste it... hehe... anyway... just happy...
YourName | 5:49 PM
我很后悔来到这里读书.跟他们和不来. 可是我很喜欢这里的老师. At least they teach... I learn lots of things here... But still not sure/understand why everyone couldn't be friend... And instead there is enemy... Can't they be peace around. I know I am greedy... But this is how i want everybody to be... I treat people how I treat my old friends in Malaysia... And somehow I got treated like a human. However here... I treated worst then an animal.. Did you know that when I say I am stupid... My truthful friends shout at me... But here... People call me stupid... Now I understand why Irna move back home... I can't go home like this.... My father will kill me and I was the one who wanted to come... And beside I am here to graduate... Today things suppose to go well but then it turn out worst. I know people changes and this is how it is... Pretty upset about it... I really hope I can be back home... With all the people who appreciate me... Who is honest and know how to appreciate...
YourName | 8:58 PM
Today things dont turn up well... Everything is blah... People are not ourself today... No idea why... But also today is Spirit Day... I am suppose to follow Erin to the city to support her but then what can I do... Damn tired... Feel very sick loh... I am quiet... So is like I am really very tired... All of us are not allowed to leave school early... So spirit day is damn boring... Guess what... My tag didn't do anything... Thanks to our tag teacher... Left us without planning... So we are basicaly the only one not doing anything... Haha... But Spirit day is really boring... It was quite fascinating... Melissa sold me some raffle ticket... And I bought it at the number of PAPA's age... Mummy's year and My year... I kinda like it but I am not lucky... Didn't get to win the chocolate... So sad loh... But it was cute when I saw Mervyn bullying Marilyn... I am so tired... No idea what to write...So what to do... Anyway continue today's life tomorrow.. hehe... Miss ya...
YourName | 8:10 PM
